Blushing Maid by Viktor Redreich & Annika Hanson

Author:Viktor Redreich & Annika Hanson [Redreich, Viktor]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Redreich Publishing Limited
Published: 2021-07-26T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 14

Bubbles go pop

I glanced over my shoulder to make sure that there was nobody around to catch us in the act, and, when I figured that we were all alone, I slipped my hand into Alana’s. She smiled at me, and I wriggled my bare toes in the sand below me. It was a warm evening, and the two of us had decided to take a walk on the beach together. It would have been romantic if I hadn’t been constantly checking to make sure that we weren’t going to get busted.

"Hey, Billie?"

I brought my attention back around to her. I knew that it annoyed her slightly when I spent all the time we had together making sure that we weren’t being followed by anyone. And I knew, in my heart of hearts, that I was being paranoid, too, that there was nobody on our tail and that I just needed to let go and enjoy the time I had with her.

But it wasn’t that easy for me. She might have come to terms with the woman she was, with her sexuality, a long time ago, but this was all new for me. Yes, I knew that when I held her hand I felt complete in a way I never had before. But what did that mean?

Did it mean I was gay now? Was I a lesbian?

I spent most of the nights that weren’t with her staring at the ceiling and trying to figure out just what this all meant for me. What it meant to me.

Because I still had no idea. When I was with her, everything just seemed to make sense. And in those moments, the thought of just coming out and telling anyone who would listen that I was gay and that she was my girlfriend and I couldn’t be happier with her seemed easy.

But I knew it wasn’t going to work that way, not really. How would my parents react when I told them that I was into women? What about my friends? Would everyone claim they saw it coming, or would they be shocked by the revelation? I couldn’t imagine it. I wasn’t even sure what I would have preferred. I just wanted everyone to know, for the fact to be beamed into everyone’s head by osmosis so I didn’t have to worry about telling a single one of them.

"What are you thinking about?” Alana asked gently, pulling me back to reality. I was holding my shoes in one hand, looking down over the sea that was lapping up around my toes. It seemed almost absurdly bright against the darkening sky, the blue piercing through my brain.

"Nothing," I replied, but I knew that she didn’t believe me. She had learned every in and out of my reaction to everything since we had started all of this. I liked that about her, that I didn’t have to spell out what I was feeling. Well, I liked it most of the time. Not so much when she could delve inside my brain so easily.

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